叶子的温度

今天的天空很蓝。。
它，
住着很多云宝宝。。
一团一团的白云形成很多动物的形状。。

如果，
它有山林河流，花草树木，还有麻雀鹦鹉的衬托。。
那就更完美了。。

这幅画生气动人。。
它的色彩艳丽夺目。。
彼此都不会夺取对方的光芒。。
它们各自拥有独自的舞台来发挥它们所拼凑的颜色。。

当中，
我最喜欢看叶子的颜色。。
它洗礼我的眼睛。。它滋润了我的视觉。。丰富了我的感官。。

叶子，
有很多奇形怪状。。
它因阳光而茂盛。。
但，也因强烈的阳光而干枯死。。
所以，它也非常需要水份。。
当水珠从叶子的面孔偷偷溜走的那一刻，
水珠显得十分俏皮，也十分优雅。。

叶子，
你有温度吗？
为什么每次触摸你的时候，
你总是不冷不热。。那么地温和?
你是否有控制情绪的好办法？
伸缩性竟然那么强？

叶子，
你有安抚人类的能力吗？
如果有，我要将你送给远方的他。。
我希望。。
你成为我的代表将这份思念和关怀环绕在他的身旁。。

阴阳

人有双面？多面？
正因人的私心，多疑心，自卑心而带来许多不必要的烦恼。。
如果多点迁就，忍让，用客观的角度看待问题的根源，坦白。。
那。。。
问题会少一些吗？。。

为什么人总是将事情放大？
有需要那么复杂吗？
就因为那不成熟的心态，和无谓的想法?
做人本来就够累了，不必把自己搞得那么狼狈，那么累。。

难道，每一个问题只有一个解决方案吗？
或没有一个可以平衡的解决方法？

哈。。。
也许我的头脑真的柱塞了吧。。
想不透大家双赢的办法吧？

意见不一致所带来的差异。。
真的好大，好远。。
最大的差别在于人的性格吗？？
固执, 随性，懒散，好胜。。林林种种。。

阴阳还是能调谐它吧？
凡是有因必有果。。
有始必有终。。
总有个了结。。
哪怕必需为那个果付出多大的代价。。

六世逹賴喇嘛倉央嘉措的情詩

你见，或者不见我

我就在那里

不悲不喜

你念，或者不念我

情就在那里

不来不去

你爱，或者不爱我
爱就在那里

不增不减

你跟，或者不跟我
我的手就在你手里
不舍不弃

来我的怀里

或者

让我住进你的心里
默然　相爱
寂静　欢喜

---六世达赖仓央嘉措

第二最好不相知，如此便可不相思。
第三最好不相伴，如此便可不相欠。
第四最好不相惜，如此便可不相憶。
第五最好不相愛，如此便可不相棄。
第六最好不相對，如此便可不相會。
第七最好不相誤，如此便可不相負。
第八最好不相許，如此便可不相續。
第九最好不相依，如此便可不相偎。
第十最好不相遇，如此便可不相聚。
但曾相見便相知，相見何如不見時。
安得與君相訣絕，免教生死作相思。
---- 倉央嘉措


我只能形容此诗为--看破红尘人世诸烦恼..

天平的不平衡

有人认为友情最重要,
有人说爱情胜过一切,
有人相信亲情最可靠,
有人坚信恩情堪可贵,
也有人..觉得相知相惜的感情最难得...

那..

我们应该如何给予分配呢?
先后排序?份量轻重衡量?或依情况调和?还是分配比例均匀?
它..看起来容易..但,其实它并不简单..

有些人,曾经在我的生命里出现过,徘徊过..
在他/她们当中里..
有的给我精神和金钱上的支持..
有的给予鼓励和关心..
有的给予爱惜与谅解...
甚至,有的是给予伤害和不和谐..

但,他/她们都赐给我宝贵的经验..
让我在人生力练当中,更能耐..更坚固..

所以,在我内心深处,常有一股力量惊醒和催促我去维持和珍惜我所遗漏的感情..
但,有时候..我们却无能为力,力不从心,后悔莫及,困境逼迫而造成无法儞补的遗憾..
那种平衡中的不平衡,让人觉得无地自容..

因而..我希望他/她们能理解它..
有时..我显得纳闷,无聊,不解,无言,不珍惜,不保持联系..
那,并不代表我已经把你们遗忘了..
对于某事某人,我还是在意,关心..
只是..我想等待天时地利人和之时,才再次填补那个遗憾和空缺..
对此..我深感抱歉,内疚,尴尬..

虽然如此,我仍希望..
希望我错过的你们也能找到自己所属于的幸福和快乐..
只要缘分未尽,我希望有一天..
可以再次与你/妳一起品尝那花茶所带来的浓郁幸福的香味..
:)

I got the rhythm

After 5days 4 nite trip, i feel so exhausted, but so enjoyable.
hehe. So happy can travel with those gal.
Thx urs for giving me a wonderful memory. ^^

Along tis travel, i got gain sum experience tat can led me to be more capable to manage problems for next travel.
Although we gt sum little problem, but we still can manage it as well as possible.
I got realize, sumtimes, our opinion not exactly the most correct one.
We shud always nid to take in consideration about sum advise frm others..
Owing to we had the different perspective, stand, thinking..
Sum we can see, but other cannot discover it;
somehow, other know the best way to fix it, but sum still insist wat his opinion is correct..
well..aft all, we just nid to analys the fact n consequences by ourselves..
so, we shud empty our water of the glasses b4 listen other opinion.
haha...

In tis journey, gt a long part of time tat is sitting at bus.
Soo boring..but, i dunwan to waste my time well seeing me got chances to go out for play..
hehe..
so, while i'm boring in bus, chat with friend, viewing the scene along the journey, enjoying every step every sight i take it..i captured the thing, people, n feeling wat i see n feel..coz, i wan get know more than tat..
then..
i trying to snap n shot down the beautiful scene through my eyes into my heart..
then,i close my eyes, refreshed back wat i'm seeing pass one minute jz now..
it's helps me catch up n remember wat i had saw n feel while i had no chance to take the picture of the scene..for memory..
Viewing such pretty view, mp3 shud accompany me along the trip to embellish the gud feeling..
but, still feel lacking sum suitable music for it..hehe
i swear i nid to upload new jazz song for my darling mp3..
Jazzing..balala baba bi pa...

when tis trip bringing along with my heart..
i feel more relax n happy..
erm,sudden gt a fresh idea...but unrealistic..haha..
i wish to travel everywer every year..
but, human gt a lot of burden..
so,it's not easy as i think..
money,job,family,another global issue tat can stop my step to travel..
n another problem is who will travel with me?haha..how's lonely if travel by myself..
a lot of question marks..hehe..

if can, hope my family n my xiao gu er gu can can travel 2gether.. :)
but, i know.. still left sumthing tat i miss it..

travel travel travel..
i love u...

Fresh air

Take a Step,make a move..
to take the fresh air..
to change a new style..
to make a good environment..
treat ur 'health' good..

b'coz...
it really let me feel hard to breathe anymore..
the space full of 'carbon dioxide, nitrogen, hidrogen, sulphure dioxide'..n much much more...
forcing me.. n let me breatheless...

the dirt air come sirenly..
kill me silently..
go away silence...

when i try breathe hardly..
i can feel how pain of my chest..to my heart..my head..
my whole body circulation system was stuck..

how good to be water...
come easy,go faster..

got many time..
i had ever miss every sunrise every sunset..
i had ever miss every chance to take a deep breathe...

i had said..
'every breathe i take,every move i make..
it's all to discover n explore my wonderland..
in my wonderland,living some people..
someone important is belongs to tis wonderland..
tis is the one who will hold my hand..
n be with me with full of caring,patient n love..
until the flower is wither..until the snow had cover over the earth...

from now..
i gonna open my heart...close my hand..
to accept everything..n to ignore the thing which r not true..
it is the way...
to let my blindliness eyes refresh back..
to see the colourful of the world...

it's tat i done..
it‘s tat we done...
i still believe in the feeling..
but i will pretend tat i had never look for it..
when the time pass..
the secret will floating by itself...