Finally, i can take a deep breathe now..
since re-open school until now, i just got time to settle down my 'basic' need..
from N'days event, kp matter, N'days report, prepared proposal, find ajk for wushu fair, meeting meeting n meeting, laptop problem n so on so forth..
everything looks like so important..i can't spend more time to manage my feeling..
huuu..
the time rush behind me..
so rush, so fast.. =.=''
every nite late sleeping had cause my eyes appear the heavy 'eyes bag' already.....sad...
=.='''
sum activity or pose..i like to involved in it..
but sum..i'm felt rejected on it..coz i dun like politic..
but, i still been force to accpet it..
tats y i just now, wat's the call of ' the society'
but, once i accpet it..i just try to do my best lo...
i know..
learning, and gaining experience is a good thing..
and,
i also had more understand my emotion when i was busy..
so,
i had learn to be more capable to manage my time n feeling when next time i face the same problems again...
but somehow..
behind the 'dark side' of learning...
i feel tired to guess sum people' 'thinking n heart'..
is hard to believe people got those character...
wat is their purpose or motif to do it?feel so uncomfortable on it...
i dun like so complicated..
i'm confess, i'm the person who can't make a steadily decision..
tats y i still learning to be more ' got opinion'??haha..
but i don't think i will got those 'character'..
'balance' is my working style..
i can't make thing extremely( sum people duno how to define tis word or they duno they are??)..
except it is enough reasonable and logical for me...then i will strongly state bout my opinion..
besides of those 'rubbish problem'..
i will like to ignore its one by one soon...
wat i discover in tis sem is friendship..
many people lend me a hand...
i feel so thankful...
except saying 'thank you', i try to help them as long as i feel i can handle on it..
i know they r concerning n worry on me although they din tell me directly..
they try to help me release my burden..
..haha...
the note for myself...
no need take so much burden on ur shoulders..
dun rush urself..take ur time...take ur mind..think twice before act and talk..
it can be more efficient if change tis bad behaviour..
ya..the moment like tis....
was the moment i enjoy with...
discover more on myself...
keep going..
